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1)
I wish I could help you more. I know you say I've already done so much, but I don't see it. I wish I had more patience with you, I wish I could stand your childish games. You've really got to grow the hell up. (You know I love you, right?)

2)
I always hate it when she pays you more attention than she does me. I feel like I should hate you for that, and for the fact that you always fucking get your way. But then I remember why I don't. You're another one I wish I could help more. I don't know where you're headed, but something tells me you won't care if I'm there at the end or not. (She'd probably go for you if she could.)

3)
Open your eyes, goddamnit.
You don't know how much you mean to me. You'll probably never know. No-one knows. No-one could ever understand. I hate myself for not being able to make this easier, I know it aggravates you, I'm sorry, sorry, sorry. I wish you'd understand when I need you. Wish you'd pick up on my hints. Please stop being so oblivious, I need you too much. Ask me questions, show me you care. You're going far, with or without me, d'you know how stupid it makes me feel?

4)
Fuck it all, let me live my own life.

5)
I know you've replaced me. I know she's better than me. You're only being polite, I know you can't stand me (maybe you're glad I won't be there?). We're coming to a halt and you know it. Still, I can't thank you enough.

6)
I can't bring myself to let you go. You can't seem to let me go, either. We both know why; neither of us wants to. We barely talk anymore, but in a way that's a good thing. I'm still around, I hope you know that.

7)
I won't be able to trust you ever again.

8)
She doesn't see it, but I'm sure you do. I don't know how I feel about you, to be honest. It's wrong and you know it. I'm sure you do. You make me uncomfortable and I don't like when you're around. I don't trust you. I can't bring myself to. It's not that I hate you - she wouldn't like it if I did. But there's something about you, there has to be. You've changed things, for the best, I have no idea.

9)
You ruined so much. Destroyed something that could have been. I hate you, hate you for that. But then, at the same time, you showed me how much of an idiot I was being. You make her happy, so I guess that's a plus for you, too. Heh, you don't even know me. I'd like to meet you some day. You'd probably slap me.

10)
Why did you have to go and complicate things? I can't take these fucking guilt trips and I'm sure he can't either. I don't want you to fail, really, you know I don't. You've got so much going for you, don't ruin it. Maybe you should just get the hell out of our lives for a while. (But actually don't, I'd miss you so much.)

11)
You're annoying. Really bloody annoying. And no-one else seems to see it, annoyingly. It's a shame I'll never be as loved as you.

©2009 ~schmeh
:iconschmeh:

Author's Comments

The Rules:

+ list 11 things you want to say to 11 different people.
+ don't say who they pertain to.
+ feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.
+ never discuss it again.

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It's 2:30am, I can't sleep, this is all I think about. Mobile's being a bitch and I can't upload it, so here it is now. Some may be really obvious, but I dunno.

Happy guessing~

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Took off Mature Content - it messes up the alignment of text.
Moderately strong language, guys.
Don't flame me dA~
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:iconsorceress-eiva:
..I have a feeling I'm on it. Whichever one I am (that is, if I'm even on it and I'm not just flattering myself), I'm sorry.

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I'm LeBlanc, Celes and a Baronian Dragoon.
:iconjedidawn:
Everyone needs to be a whole lot happier :\
:iconapeanutbutteredthing:
If I'm on that, I can't tell ^^; I suppose that's a good thing..Too much anger *hugs*

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Only shoot if you are willing to be shot
:iconhiempsal:
I'm going to join the bandwagon and ask if I'm in it, it's always good fun looking for people in it.

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"To think of these stars that you see overhead at night, these vast worlds which we can never reach. I would annex the planets if I could; I often think of that. It makes me sad to see them so clear and yet so far."
:iconschmeh:
Don't be sorry~ These are just things that are pretty deep in my head and... Ah, I'll poke you when you're online next~

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His life breath fled with a groan of outrage to the shades below.

Kuja in dA's FF crew~
:iconschmeh:
Haha, I'm not -really- that angry, this is just a result of me thinking way too much.

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His life breath fled with a groan of outrage to the shades below.

Kuja in dA's FF crew~
:iconschmeh:
Bug me online, I might tell you~

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His life breath fled with a groan of outrage to the shades below.

Kuja in dA's FF crew~
:iconschmeh:
Heh, you've never seen me angry, have you? It doesn't show too often, and these are just really, really deep thoughts~

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His life breath fled with a groan of outrage to the shades below.

Kuja in dA's FF crew~
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